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[Jun. 13th, 2011|08:07 pm] |
I was supposed to close an armory at 7pm. but they didn't answer my call.
i've sat here watching AVGN for the past 2 hours or so..? including youtube loading time.
cause internet is slow here.
I'm going to university right after i ORD. and i actually really can't wait.
i'm kind of excited. i haven't been to school in so long! haha.
i"m having a fart parade.. but at least it isn't smelly. haha.
block 16, ntu hostel. hopefully i get it. XD
hmmm, i haven't written here in ages!!
hello LJ, you don't work very well on my mobile phone. you suck.
i can't wait to ord. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2010|11:46 pm] |
It's been a while. I'm tired. And exhausted.
I'm not sure why. But i suppose all the work I had to do in the army kept my mind off from things and how I actually feel about myself, and what I have become. Now that I have taken a very long break, I am starting to feel strange. I can't seem to find happiness. Usually when I get back from camp, all I want to do is play a game and then eat and sleep. And I'd classify that as a good break, Give myself a pat on the shoulder and go 'good job nick! That was a good weekend!'. I have been on leave since Monday, and I haven felt the pat on the shoulder.. It just feels all too strange. Now knowing that I have nothing much or nobody to look forward to, in the upcoming days. Unrelated to this post, I'm having a headache now. But it starting to contribute to the melancholy I'm feeling. I need to fill the void. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[Oct. 18th, 2010|11:39 pm] |
It's been some time since I've touched you, my sunny sun.
Alot ha happened, and I probably don't have to joy anything down here
In the hopes of aiding my memory. Cause I think all that has happened
Will stay pretty vivid and deeply etched in my memory.
All I have to say for now, is that it's hard to like. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2010|12:22 am] |
 Anyway, so i finally got my Jungle Confidence Course Badge.
Mosques in Brunei are really quite something.. It's really pretty inside.
but whatever.
My attend C on Thursday felt really good, but now i'm just left feeling empty again.
I'm withdrawing into this frustratingly pathetic shell.
And i can't seem to stop myself. -- and it pisses me off.
I completed Mass Effect 2. It was great, cause I was in a whole new world.
I was IN the game. Living the life of the great commander Shepard.
Unfortunately, neither my paragon nor my renegade was high enough.
but whatever. the game was great. Was a great escape.
But that's over now.
And Torchlight doesn't seem to interest me.
i want to go for a walk. But i'm tired.
On an unrelated note, Alexz Johnson makes really nice music. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2010|09:52 pm] |
i wanna feel alive.  maybe i'm eating so much not because of PostJCC anymore.. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2010|04:02 pm] |
 mmmmm~ i almost got headsmashed by a giant boulder, and then i got attacked by a swarm of these. in the same day. climbing down from mount. biang was one hell of an experience. XD stupid insect stung my head 6 times, my arm twice, and once on my thigh. it was damn scary when they attacked Guo quan, angus and me. i lost alot of fats. the last night of JCC, i had my abs. then i ate and ate and ate my fatty shit back. XD |
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